|What is my age:||I am 48|
Mistake Have you ever reacted improperly, then immediately regretted it? Nearly every moment of interaction between the two of us has been a series of mindless mishaps. The most recent has me contemplating what purpose it served. Do you feel that when you inflict pain upon a person that that individual has the right to or are you the type of man who expects them to walk away as though unscathed by your selfishness?
When I think of you, my mind goes blank.
My heart goes hollow. I've never felt that sort of nothingness.
It feels like when you are sitting on the couch at 3 AM, watching infomercials. You stare out of boredom, like a drunkard who doesn't even realize they're watching it. That's the sort of nothingness I feel.
Sometimes I feel that something should be said but then the infomercial that is you plays in my head.
The new attraction I have is far worse than you ever were. He's less cautious and more destructive toward his girlfriend so he doesn't care what he loses. Not sure if that is a good or bad thing. At times it seems all too familiar.
Maybe that's why I have him around. I don't know.
I've never written for you since. Not even once. I still browse through these and find humor in how many of these posts seem as if I could have written them myself. In fact, this is the first time I've put any effort in thoughts of you at all. I am 50, good looking, tall and in good shape.
I look and act younger than my age. I am not looking for a full time girlfriend right now, But if it ends up we click well together than I have no problems going down that road and I am not looking for just a FWB either. I am not interested in younger women and I am not interested in women who are fat and out of shape and want to GET in shape.
You should be fit already, look nice and enjoy a great workout outdoors. You should be a non smoker and non alcoholic and a nice and caring person also. If you like my post and you think we might have a few of these thing in commonGet back to me, tell me about yourself and what you like to do.
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